The first of maybe many

Well, I can't believe I never saw that post made by my dear friend until now, but she is truly a sweetheart for all her kind words.

I would like to begin this new blogging venture by clarifying, I am not a writer. I am not poetic, gifted in prose, grammar, or spelling for that matter. If your reading is for literary purposes, I suggest looking else where. But if you want to read about the constant fumbles, weaknesses, frustrations, joys, and goodnesses of the Lord in this girl's life then read on!

I graduate in 9 days....something about that is amazing and scary all at once. The idea of never having homework again is unreal and inconceivable at this point. I have learned so much and so little at the same time. Yes I have learned to start IVs and have given shots. I have seen babies born and surgeries performed. I can take a set of vitals with my eyes closed and have wiped my share dirty bottoms! What I have yet to figure out...how to cope.

How do you spend all day with someone, take them to procedures, give them their meds, hear their whole life story about their spouse of 30 years and the dogs waiting at home and at the end of the day find out that they have lung cancer? Six months to live at best.

What do you say? What empty words of comfort can I even begin to give? "You've had a good life?" "There is still hope?"

I know God is good, sovereign and just but how do you explain that to someone? Is silence truly golden or is it simply required by an emptiness no noise can fill?





I suppose I do cope. I bury myself in school, hobbies, the Lord and prayer...but somehow faces and people I see for one day ... they just stick. Does it get easier? Do I really want it to?

Post made by a friend.

My name is Kaela Jane.
I'm one of a kind.


I care deeply for those I love
I have a heart of gold.


Also, I'm pretty hard core.


I do all sorts of MMA, and have sweet bruises.





I love Jesus with every fiber of my being.


I will tell the world about what He has done for me and what He can do for them.


I want to hold all the children I can, all over the world, and love them.





I let God use me everywhere I go


Even without saying a word, you can see Him all over me.





I know what you're thinking, but no, I'm not so cocky as to write all these things about how awesome I am.


Quite the opposite, really.
I'm very humble.





This is being posted by a dear friend who's laptop I apparently signed onto.


:)


The blog was empty before this, so she decided to give the world a great introduction to who I am.





Please keep reading.
My life is very interesting
And, one day, you'll feel pretty awesome for knowing me


If you don't already.





I wonder if I can guess who wrote this?
Well, if it's not obvious, I'll say this.





She's practically my twin
She's known me all my life.


I'm glad to have her in my life (I'm sure)


And both of our names are spelled differently than normal.


Oh, and she loves me.


Very dearly :)